Our God and God of all people,
God of the Rich and God of the
poor.
God of the teacher and God of the
student.
God of the families who wait in
horror.
God of the dispatcher who hears screams of terror from under bloodied desks.
God of the first responder who
bravely creeps through ravaged hallways.
God of the doctor who treats the
wounded.
God of the rabbi, pastor, imam or priest who seeks words of comfort but comes up empty.
God of the young boy who sees his
classmates die in front of him.
God of the weeping, raging,
inconsolable mother who screams at the sight of her child’s lifeless body .
God of the shattered communities
torn apart by senseless violence.
God of the legislators paralyzed
by fear, partisanship, money and undue influence.
God of the Right.
God of the Left.
God who hears our prayers.
God who does not answer.
On this tragic day when we
confront the aftermath of the 18th School shooting in our nation on the 46th
day of this year, I do not feel like praying.
Our prayers have not stopped the
bullets.
Our prayers have changed nothing.
Once again, a disturbed man with
easy access to guns has squinted through the sights of a weapon,
aimed, squeezed a trigger and taken out his depraved anger, pain and
frustration on innocents: pure souls.
Students and teachers. Brothers and sisters. Mothers and fathers- cut down in
an instant by the power of hatred and technology.
We are guilty, O God.
We are guilty of inaction.
We are guilty of complacency.
We are guilty of allowing
ourselves to be paralyzed by politics.
The blood of our children cries
out from the ground.
The blood of police officers cut
down in the line of duty flows through our streets.
I do not appeal to You on this
terrible morning to change us. We can only do that ourselves.
Our enemies do not come only from
far away places.
The monsters we fear live among
us.
May those in this room who have
the power to to make change find the courage to seek a pathway to sanity and
hope.
May we hold ourselves and our
leaders accountable.
Only then will our prayers be
worthy of an answer.
AMEN